todayy yaa

hello bloggie;) again nothing to do todayy.So instead of playing games the whole day its better to bervlog.muehehe.for social studies class we need to role play based on the theme given:conflict.i was sitting wit my group members planning since we didnt prepare anything. i know that the chair i used has a big hole in the middle of it.so instead of searching a new one i just used it. while i was chatting i felt my ass bump on the ground.gosh i fell off from the chair.sumpah malu.i tried to cover it but when i saw people who saw me laughed their ass off, i tried to cover and make poker face.when i stood up my body was shaking as i cant easily overcome the trauma.it didnt hurt at all but its hard to look at people when they were pointing their fingers at me. anyway everyone was giving to the fullest to act out the play.it was hilarious.u can see my big mouth widened showing my not so white teeth.credits to Eik Ter for his ideas to broaden the scope of the play.it was about a YB coming to my villages to ensure that we people will give our land to develop the area.so as a farmer of the village i totally disagree with him.the entrance of YB himself makes people laughed.then when i started to talk like m rapping they laughed.i was wondering but when i asked neesa bout that she told me that they saw my eyeball moving followed the script written behind my banner of rejection and they was like owh bc script rupanya.wat a shame.at last YB had been chased away by us.after the show,my friends was in shocked seeing my true colors.i might be passive all this while bcoz its going to take long time to get close to me.u see it took 3 sem for them to knw the real me.m just this kind of person.they came to me to shook my hand to say congrats for my acting.glad that i cracked from my own shell.it was awkward before bcuz i was too shy;)
??:i have a good mood lately

one direction towards success

assalamualaikum.it was so funny when i read my older posts.my writing was so childish and i spurted everything in my mind with thousands of grammar errors.but when i looked back i recall all the feelings though i hve forgotten most of them.its all in the past. now im in third sem which is much better.i sat beside neesa n lela n m lovin it.i always laugh bcoz they r so funny and understand me well.btw i hve a crush on someone but m not going to put any hope on him.dont want to be heartbroken like i used to recently.i should open my heart and forget the past.i want to forget bout love story for a while to focus more on my stdy.i will work harder this sem.mum, i wont dissapoint u.i'll make u smile seeing my grades though its not my desire to be here.i need to pass all the obstacles to succeed in my life.