my heart's story

m glad that m home.at least i can forget all those things for a while.m just sick of their world.live in the world of faking.trying to please everybody.m happy todayy as i went to matrik 4 my lovely gf.i mean my kool gf.im so jeloss of u,eton.pkai braces color pink.i wanna that badly.hue spa nak sponsor?my sugar daddy?keeps on dreaming lah.btw they made my day ;) tomorrow m goin back to that place.such a lame and horrible place.ive got so many problems there.i guess i cant keep it anymore.im trying my hardest to be patience.the real intention of this boring post?m happy.thats it.

look at ur left side.she is trying to show her braces.its pink babe!

if u look carefully.i hve no expression.this is when m happy

sucks

life is sucks ryte?m pretty sure there must be this feeling once in ur life unless u r a weirdo or u always enjoy ur life and see life others than people's view. idk hw long i can stand with her.m pretending to be a nice girl who never gets angry but idk if i can stand any longer. wat i hate most is someone pretending to be nice in front of me but behind me talk shit and did something stupid.i knw my words are harsh to said that to her but honestly i couldnt stand anymore.i dont like people who trampled over me when m being nice to u. never think of me as a nice girl who accept all ur words and actions using my things carelessly.i knw u r a rich girl but m not.m only an ordinary girl who takes care of my things carefully.seriously m being patient for now.one more thing is i hate studying here.so old fashioned.my dream studying in university is useless.
pray for me so that i can accept the fact i need to study here for another 5 yrs.silly me.

rainy tears go away from my life

im having a big problem.my eyes are swollen as i cant stop crying.lately my life is miserable and i need a place to confess everything.i never been this sad before.as u know im studying in maktab ipoh.yesterdayy i've got a call from mara that i passed the interview so they called to inform me to register on 19 july at kolej mara seremban.i told my mom thinking she might give me some time to think bout it.my mom said okayy u think first and make a decision.last night my dad called to tell me that i should be staying here as im working under government not a department.okayy im crying thinking how my life has been decided by my parents.i told my mom to call mara to ask more details bout this things.then i knew just now the offered is for overseas means i have to stdy at kms for 2 yrs then i will fly to new zealand for 4 yrs if my pointers achieve their target.my mom and dad didnt allow me to leave this maktab.im fine with it but to stdy overseas is my dream since i was small.when i told my mom that is my dream she asked me to go there for holiday when im working later.to be honest im so frustrated.staying alone in this room makes my eyes teary again.i hope someone will understand me but i guess no one will never understand me.most of my friend said that it has fated for me to be here.i dont care if i have to stay here like 20 yrs as im comfortable staying here.i've got many understanding friends but it is my dream.is it wrong for me to chase my dream?when im sitting for spm they told me to get straight a's to stdy overseas but when i got it they asked me to follow their decision.im not talking bad bout my parents but im so dissapointed of them.u have got no idea how frustrated i am.i hope time can cure everything that i will delete this stupid decision form my life.i dont want to regret this later when i have kids.

homesick :(

its 12.15 pm and i couldnt sleep.i was chatting wit sya2 talking bout things in the past.she made me cry when she talked bout hw we used to hang out,hw she missed all of us.to be honest im freakin sensitive when u talk bout friends.see im cryin when im typin the word friends.i knw u cant see me.wat a crap.actually there was an incident where i was pushed away to somewhere and i was thinkin my friends wont do that.i was sobbering for the stupid things.i was thinking by myself y im crying?theres nothing to cry for.im just being too sensitive.its not like im not happy being here but only todayy im crying.it should be a month ago.what i hate the most is the rules.i cant wear the way i dressed outside.no skinny jeans.the top should be below the knee.im fine with it but sometimes this annoyed me as im not that kind of person who can change and adapt to the environment.i knw its my profession that i have to but i dont want to be hypocrite.i want my heart to do that not only physically.suddenly todayy im feelin like going home but there is no way.my home is too far away and im so tired to go home every week.i miss my family.listening to save you song by sp is like im yelling for a help.i wanna go home so badly.i want to be the old me.i dont want to change anything bout me.i like the way i was.singing stay close,dont go by secondhand serenade alone is not kool.i want to sing with my girls.i think i should stop.i dont want my eyes swollen as i have class tomorrow.

beginning of new life in ipg

assalamualaikum.hw r u my gorgeous reader?im great.tq.owh btw i will be a teacher!last week i was busy with orientation week.i only get 2 hours to sleep and i dont even have the tyme to eat.so i think i lost about 5kg.haha.there was a night where i couldnt sleep so i woke up.while waiting i made a quick decision that i want to take a bath earlier so that i didnt have to rush since we have to gather at 5am.on 3.45am i went to bathroom to take a shower.no one was there and the atmosphere was silence and scary like we watch horror movie.at that tyme i didnt think any of that.i took a long tyme to take a shower suddenly i heard the water tapping so i was thinking owh finally someones here but when i think about it i didnt hear any sound of shoe soles.then my heart beating faster i wish i can run away but i make myself relax.i put on towel as fast as i can and leave.i walk away.when i reached my room i grateful that im fine.when i told my friend this thing they warned me not to do it again.when i think bout it i never think that i have done that.it took courage and i dont have that.forget bout that.i love studying here.no pressure.awesome roomate.smell of hardwork and kool senior.i dont see anything bad.maybe im newbies so i dont knw much.to all my lovely gff i always love u.wish me the best.if i get 3.8 to 4 i will have the chance to further my studies in england for 2 yrs.hopefully my dream will come true.

my last word

assalamualaikum my lovely readers.u know wat?im 18 NOW.ow yeah!thank you eton,amal,nina,sya2 for ur presents.i love them.and thank u for ur hb wished.owh act my besday is not the reason im blogging.i made it!i mean i got ipg aka maktab.my brain got sick thinking where i want to go after this.u?matriks?maktab?so after thinking like crazy i made my last decision.i wanna go to maktab.i think this is the best for me.my parents support me damn much to choose maktab rather than others.the reason?surely i have the job.at first i dont wanna be a teacher but after thinking how hard these days to get a job i chose maktab.my aunt also a teacher.only a few years working,she can afford to buy honda city.being a teacher have a lot of free tyme.when im getting married for sure i wanna spend most of my tyme with my fam.i have to think for future.if i only think about wat i want to be without thinking of my future evrything will be useless.i accept all this as my fate.omg i cant wear my shawl anymore for the tyme being as i have to wear the casual outfit.white tudung,white baju kurung and black shoes.i will be goin to ipoh this june.i will miss my friend.i love u all.never ever think that i will be this far.im gonnna miss all our memories but dont forget me.i will post ur gift as u do.to my lovely friends who didnt get maktab maybe its not ur career in future.think in positive way.this is truly my last words to u.im not trying to cherish u but please take it as ur fate.im freakin sad that i didnt get mara.im being moody the whole day thinking bout that.when i rethink bout it i know its not my desire.i just want to success in the intvw bcause i dont want to be such a failure.plus if i get maktab and mara i dont knw wat to choose since some of my fam want me to choose mara and some maktab.but one thing for sure my parents want me to choose maktab.till we meet again girlfiriends.daaa

intvw mara

hey all.it has been ages since my last post.i wanna tell u something.finally i got interview mara.at first when i apply for mara i want this badly.but then when i need to go for an intvw i feel like cmon i dont wanna do this anymore.some sort of tired went for an intvw.but my mom told me to go and i feel like mybe i should go.i will decide later.so i went to shah alam for the intvw.one night b4 i called nina to ask her and she told me that they are going to ask us to make a bridge connecting two table using the spagheti.so i google for it but there are lots of them.so im not sure whether im gonna use the one that i google.when i was waiting outside the room with my group im freakin nervous.6 boys and 2 girls including me.we must sit according to the no given.so i have to sit between of them and the other girl sit at the end.idk wat to talk about.i heard most of them are 9 a's that makes me more scared to talk.then boy sitting beside me asked
b:skola mane?
i:asma
suddenly the other boy sitting next to me asked
b:sultanah asma?
i:ya
b:datang dri kedah
i:ya
b:datang smalam?
i:ya
datang ngan parents?
i:ya.
b:name ape?
i:**** *******
b:owh.
b:main pancaragam?
i:dak
b:ambk course ape?
i:tesl
so thats only our conversation.im not snobbish.it just that im so nervous that i cant talk.i wanna ask him back but im not comfortable since we sat too close.u can even see my pores thats y i hate it.but when the others heard  that i came from kedah they asked me this and that.afiq then tell us the plan to make the spagheti bridge.he told us to pretend to be shock like"owh spagheti' they are so funny and make me comfortable to be in their group.i didnt talk so much during the intvw.the boys overwheelming the girls.they talk a lot and even name the bridge.'our bridge''mara bridge' and even 'anggerik bridge' since we have to assemble at anggerik mall.the boy from penang wanna help me by asking me to tie the spagheti."do u wanna help me tie this?""no,idk but let me hold it"the boy even laugh when i said that.when the question being asked to me my answer have alot of 'and um'.the coclusion is i ruined my intvw.i should be comfortable with my surrounding

ps:i went to shah alam for the intvw.so im deadly tired.pray for me which path should i choose

i wanna crush u

i watched glee last night and i couldnt sleep thinking of sammy evans.he is my second crush after bieber.before this i already fell in love wit him but watching him with bieber style he looks so cute.i think bieber haircut suits him.since i didnt go to jb's concert its enough for me if i watched his movie but i dont have the oppurtunity to do so.here is the video of glee last night.hopefully u like it like i do.

baby

somebody to love

ps://yes im a GLEEK

interview i wish i love

hey all.i miss u bloggss.lately im busy with my preparation for interview pluss internet connection got a big problem.u knw wat?todayy is a big dayy.i have an interview at ipda.i wish u knw wat is it.future teacher loh.i wear my shawl as usual,my baju kurung and my vincci shoes.have u ever heard a girl go for an interview wear shawls like u want to partayy?i did that.im not weirdo but i feel comfortable to wear like i used to.so without wasting tyme,this is my crap tyme during the interview.

me:M

interviewer:I

I:okayy wat do u think about social network like fb to teenagers?i mean do u agree?

M:yes.because people need that to communicate with others.like me i talk 2 my old friend using fb.even last night i talk wit my friend about todayy.wat to prepare.

I:uhumm.owh really?so wat did u prepare?

M:1 malaysia and vision 2020

I:tell me about 1 malaysia

M:1 malaysia is inspired by our prime minister najib tun razak.the logo of 1 malaysia is no 1 and inside the number 1 is jalur gemilang and word malaysia.1 malaysia is about combination of 3 races such as malay,chinese and indian.

I:so wat about other races in sarawak?they r not 1 malaysia?

M:yes they r also 1 malaysia but 1 malaysia is mostly about these 3 races

I:who is the minister of education?deputy minister of education 1 and 2?

M:Y.A.B dato muhyiddin bin mohd yasin.dr ir wee ka siong.dr mohd puad bin zarkashi

I:i can see that u r doing homework ryte?u rin the right path.then give me the third rukun negara

M:errrr.i dont know.can u change the topic?
I:NO.then list me rukun negara

M:kepercayaan kpd raja.

then when the interviewer make bunkface i changed my answer.

M:eeeeh.kesetiaan kpd raja.then i dont know

I:u have to read a lot.so i can see that u r so fashionable.(look from top to the bottom of me)follow the fashion.so wat do u think about fashionable teacher?teacher who likes to follow the trend?do u agree?

M:yes.of course.im still young.but when i become a teacher i will change my fashion.as a teacher we should be fashionable because if teacher is messy students will talk something bad about the teacher.we have to be fashionable because when the students see it will give them first impression.

I:i agree wit u.a teacher should be fashionable but dont over fashion(i feel like he said to me)

M:okayy

I:okayy.that's all.tq

M:tq

i wear my shawls like this style for an interview

ps://just come back from mall to release my tension.looking for jb's album but they all sold out.new album hasnt arrive yet.wat a kora

awful YOU

oh my Gucci.todayy i have good news and freaking news.so good news or freaking news first?let me guess freaking news ryte?i got plkn.u knw PLKN?the place where people get all tanned and thin.it doesnt suits me at all.i will go on 15 may.lucky me at least i dont have to celebrate my bufday in a camp.awful.the venue?langkawi baby.i live in jitra.y did u pick me and put me in langkawi?im scared.i wish i will get friends.i will miss u bff.good news?i got maktab but not sure yet since i have to attend an interview this monday.i will do my best.pray for me.if i get maktab in june i will leave u PLKN.maktab thanks 4 saving me.i hope i wont be negro.

KUMPULAN	:	2
	PUSAT BERKUMPUL	:	DEWAN WAWASAN, JITRA
	NEGERI PUSAT BERKUMPUL	:	KEDAH
	NAMA KEM	:	KEM PLKN LAGENDA SERI NEGERI, LANGKAWI, KEDAH
	ALAMAT KEM	:	JALAN BATU ASAH
	POSKOD KEM	:	07000
	BANDAR KEM	:	LANGKAWI
	NEGERI KEM	:	KEDAH
	TARIKH LAPOR	:	15-MAY-2011
	MASA LAPOR	:	9:30 PAGI

ily is hard to say but i hate u is the easiest word

to be honest,wat will u do when u are tired of something(i mean tired of drama)?sleep?eat?or forget it?act like nothing happen?maybe i will sleep or eat or do nothing.wat a crap.but this is a true story.no offend i'm not siding anyone.but i have a friend who makes me cry reading her blog.hey girl,thanks for causing me drop a tear.only 1 okayy?reading her post makes me realize there are many types of friends in this world.normally when the friend has gone human beings love to recall memories with him.i really dont understand y dont appreciate when the friend still with us?y must wait until he gone?that included me.but the reality is me either dont have the answer.one more thing how can a couple/partners/husband and wife/bestfriends/lesbians/gay/watsoeva forget wat they used to have for someone else?reason given 'i just dont love u anymore.my feeling towards u has faded' how could u? y dont recall those things that we used to do with our love one when both having a problem.things can changed.when the decision has made things still can be changed so for the reason like 'wat goes around comes around' is useless.sincerely this post has nothing to do with anyone.so the main point is i wanna tell u that im crying for u bebeh.its u shahirah.u really makes me cry.i think every single words is ur true feelings and it comes out from bottom of ur heart.

crying words: 

aku rasa aku yang salah kot...

sbb memilih tuk menjadi rapat dgn kau..

tuk kongsi hal2 peribadi aku dgn kau..

KEPERCAYAAN..

aku mmng dh maafkan kau dh..

segala2nya..

cuma satu ja aku mintak..

TOLONG JANGAN GANGGU HIDUP AKU LAGI..

CUKUP LA SETAKAT DULU SAJA KITA KENAL..

JANGAN CUBA NAK DEKAT2 DENGAN AKU LG DAH..

ENOUGH..

AKU DH MMNG SAKIT HATI SANGAT DH NH..

DAN AKU XMAU HATI AKU NH TERUS SAKIT..

bb KITA XPENAH SEFAHAMAN PUN..

TAK PENAH..

aku cuma faham kau sebagai KAWAN AKU..

aku lebih menghargai SEBUAH PERSAHABATAN ...

daripada PERASAAN YANG TAH APA2 TUH..

mmng ad faktanya yg mengatakan..

PEREMPUAN AKAN LEBIH MEMILIH PERCINTAAN DARIPADA PERSAHABATAN...

mmng xboleh dipertikaikan semua tuh..

ini adlah berdasarkan kajian..

tp kalau RASA CINTA PADA ALLAH MELEBIHI SEGALA2NYA..

mungkin semua nh masih boleh dikawal kn..

ok..aku bukanlah sapa2 tuk menilai kau 

dan kita teruskan hidup masing2...

anggap kita hanyalah sebagai kawan lama waktu sek men saja..

xlebih pada tuh..

hidup aku baru saja nk bermula..

terus menuju ke puncak..

when u have a friend write these words wat will u do?i feel like useless when i have nothing to do when a friend is crying somewhere thinking how regret she was befriend with some other friend.thinking of my friend is suffering alone makes me suffer too.is this wat real bff really means?when bff hurting us the wound takes time to heal.love to bff faded for the time being.

if this is the reality for having bff maybe in future i will only have a lot of friends.the truth is reality is always different from imagination.

p/s:im not a crybaby.lately sad songs touch my heart.maybe at this age i realized wat real world is

sky of love

well todayy my eyes are swollen because i cried alot watching sky of love(koizora in japan).its not a big deal but for me this is my first tyme that i cried this much.i will give all stars in the sky for this drama.i watched for the 2 tyme todayy.i really love the blondie sakurai hiroki.koizora the movie is not the best maybe 8 stars.i dont really like the girl as she actually not a gentle one.in koizora drama the girl play a role as mika is naturally gentle.i like her.i couldnt sleep last night thinking of hiro(koji seto).he is too cute and the ending of the story is so sad.at last hiro died due to cancer.when u watched this drama u will want ur love life to be just like them excluding the last and some censored part.plus if u are an otaku i think this will be the best drama based on comic ever.this drama was published in 2007.im full of regret that i hadnt watched years ago.there is nothing to compare when u get the happiness and sadness in a story that u dream of.it feels like dream comes true.

sakurai hiroki and tahara mika

the link:koizora

when a girl meets a bunch of girls

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lady haha anxiety

todayy i need to wake up early in the morning as i usually do(ya la tuu)so its not a big deal.but for what?i have english course.class start on 8.30 am but my dad send me earlier.so i am the first to arrive.im so scared no one there.lucky me about 5 min waited nad arrived with her big smile.she was like"sorry.im so late".thats okayy im always be the first.but thats not what i want to tell u.when i walked to the toilet(toilet downstairs) there was a middle-aged man looking at me(im trying not to be perah santan)but seriously he was looking at me along the way.im totally shaking.i walked to the toilet in a rush try to lock the door.damn it the door cant even to close tightly!no one knows how scared i was.regretting nad's offer to accompany me.alhamdulillah im fine.point of view?dont ever go to the public toilet alone.forget those scary things.i need to act this is my last class and tomorrow i have final exam for the certificate.so when the acting start i laughed alot until when i asked "where is ur dad?' my friends said"my dad has passed away" and here lady haha go"hahahhahahhahahah.im so sorry' and the boys was like"how could she?"i dont know y it is so fun but it will be best memory ever,i guess.

asshole chap 2

WARNING->this post contains a lot of violence and the word is not suitable for those who is under age.

yesterdayy was the worst day ever in my life.can u imagine a silly girl is just to learn driving being humiliated in front of  THOUSAND of people?okayy maybe not THOUSAND but there is more than 1 person.it means many ryte?ive told u how i hate driving before but i never think that my teacher would scold me and yelling at me.idiot!im having a big problem with handbreak since i cant even push it down.it is so hard.all he do was yelling."pull it and press the button!"behind my car thousand of cars queue up.they heard every single word he yelled.i stiil have my patience.then he asked me to park the car.i screwed it up once again.this tyme his friends/teachers laughed at me and they will call "pakku,mai tgok.hahhahha"fuck u.i lost my temper so i drived like im drunk.so wat?he didnt sit beside me.he let me do everything alone.lucky him i dont crash any car.when i was waiting for my turn,an indian guy talked to me.he was in his car and im in mine.so it was like u need to shout to talk to him.u knw wat he said?

G:cekgu2 ni tdoq ja qeja lepa.biaq kita buat sndiri.kalau org yg x reti mcm mana?hg dpt sapa?KU ******  ka?

me:yup

G:dy tu gila babi.ak p kat dy,tak reti bwk lgsong,ni ak tmbh 10 jam dah ni.ak p kat cikgu laen.bru blajaq hari ni ja suma ak da bole dah.

he was totally right.i agree,man.im having big problem with my teacher because he talk very slow and a lot of kedah languange.im kedahan but im still young so not all kedah word i can understand,doe.he would say"ha,tungkat la" tungkat?i dont even knw wat tungkat means plus nak tungkat apa?

im sweating a lot because he turned off the air-cond.every tyme i drived outside,it just only 5 minutes,he will slow the air-cond.im being so fed up that i want to end this stupid class immediately.silly me for chosing him as my permanent teacher since my bro recommended him.he is actually likes joking around but with someone he comfortable with.but im not the type who likes to joke around and talk to oldies.im sort of silence and nerdy and boring person.i dont even knw hw to greet oldies.

MORAL VALUES->im so pissed off 

this is how i parked the car

riddle is the best way of communication

todayy i want to give u riddles taken from my boyfriends.this should be in malay.
Q:binatang apa yg ada 2 huruf?
A:udang.y?U dan G
that riddle i think i have heard that b4 but i forgot the answer bcoz u knw me.i hate riddle especially when the answer is not related to the Q.second riddle,
Q:how to put a book in a rubber band without stretch it?
A:u just put rubber band far from the book.make it like u are zooming out the book and there u go.the book is fit in the rubber band without stretching it.
actually there are a lot of riddle they want to ask us but we just ignore them since sir gave us some work to do.he was late after recess so we r just playing after done.it was so much fun.the girls talked about the future and the boys busy with their riddle.its Ash who starts first.he's the one who asked Man(an Indonesian boy) and Man will asked us.to explain everything,Ash will come to our table.i was so happy todayy because only todayy i feel like we are family.we r so shy between each other before.and u knw wat?i like Ash and Man acting todayy.when Man asked Ash y u didnt come to class last week?he was like"im so frustrated with my gf.HE ran away.so i went to Gunung Jerai and i jump with my motorcycle.i GO,GO,GO down and when i woke up im in hospital.Man:'y u are in hospital?' Ash:'im sick lah'.they are so funny.i laugh a lot todayy but at the end of the class sir told us something that make us wanna cry.sir will make ur class along this holiday.sir got a call from Kementerian that i maybe will be transferred to sabah or sarawak.so i need to finish this class as soon as possible and when everyone was shocked with the news he told us not to make all those faces bcoz we make him wanna cry.i hope he will not move on.if he still need to go there then we will miss u sir and i really mean it.

ps:girlfriends,i knw u will read my blog so dont misunderstood my boyfriends.they are so kind but i dont have any crush here.if i have tyme i will upload their pic.

hapy bestday,amal

happy besday to u 3x
hapy besday amal!(weh ak siap nyanyi g kat ank)
so sorry that i forgot ur besday.its not i dont know when is ur besday(even though its true) it just i have couple of things that i have to settle until i forgot everything.im thinking bout my PBI course tomorrow,my driving class this tuesday and wednesday and etc.u knw driving is hard for me?i hate it.i mean learning hw to drive with a fussy "teacher".u knw i dont like to give excuses.but u knw wat i loveee u for calling me even for a short tyme.i really appreciated that.a lot more love when u remind me to wish ur besday!(mey!sampai hati x wish ak!huuu)
a few minutes later here she comes,calling me to express her sadness with her 'kalut' style.but u knw its always amal.i promised to give her my bundle teddy bear.she said no!u broke my heart amal.heh.
dont worry i will give u something new and meaningful like a husband to u?maybe i should since u r single.
im a girl who keep her promise k?

                                                the big one is amal.im the pink one.always sweet.
ps:weh amal ak pnat buat entry ni special utk ank ja k.nanti besday org len ak buat gak la.malaih nk on9 ni tp sbb ank ak on9 gak.snk mesti terharu tauuu.hahha.pic kat atas ni pon special ak tgkp ptg td

to all handsome guys who want to be amal bf,,here is her link 
her fb

i love u.happy birthday

so sorry that i post this a day late for ur birthday but it doesnt matter as long as i am sincere ryte?actually i dont know wat to say.i tweeted u earlier but u didnt reply.i know u r bz.i wish u all the best in ur career and love and happiness and watsoever.i lap u k.i know im just like a fan that crazy of u.better i stop.its not like u r reading my post.its a gift from me to show how we the fans love u forever.


love u,justin.

Bieber bald.so wat?

this post is nothing for those who are not a big fan of bieber.but it is a big matter for me as bieber cut his hair but u know wat i still love him watever he does cuz he is so cute and i love his voice.amazing.poor him bcoz of cutting his hair he lost apparently 80,000 of his follower.im so worry bout him.he is just cutting his hair!and the fanz leave him.it just hair!(in annoying voice)
here is "beliebers" comment bout his new hair:>

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this is what he says: 
"I just wanted to [cut my hair], that's all. Not really a big reason; I just woke up and said, 'I don't want this anymore,' so I just cut it," he said. "It's not really about that. You know, the fans really liked it, but they'll like me no matter what, because I think it's about the music. I'm really excited to see what the fans overseas think and take it day by day."

there are some surprise in jimmy kimmel live when he suddenly turns out to be bald!this tyme im not sure how many fans want to run away bcoz of "hair"!

but..dont worry.it just a joke.he is not bald actually and he is not an old man.he is just a KID to have fun.
and another love story but it just a rumoured.i think its ryte.u think?
another news!
He pulled out all the stops to treat rumored girlfriend Selena Gomez with something special just days after Valentine's Day. The teenage heartthrob ordered an entire shop's worth of flowers for Gomez, according to TMZ.

Bieber reportedly called in a huge order to a local florist to "fill Selena's house with flowers" -- just because he felt like it. Talk about a romantic gesture.

According to TMZ, the florist needed to use all the flowers in the shop to fill the order, and had to use multiple trucks to transport the flowers to the Disney star's house.

The pair have yet to confirm their rumored romance. But from family vacations together to boardwalk dates, it seems like the real deal. We can hear tween hearts breaking across the country.

arent they sweet?they look so good together.so bieber im gonna like u no mattter wat.its sincere from bottom of my heart.

i heart u.hahha.
ps:im still looking for ur book coz i cant find it

nothing to do.play stuff

nothing interesting happen todayy.but im still playing with nina right now.hahha.it was my suggestion to find a guy on fb.a stranger also okayy.here is our conversation.

1:36am

ok

jom

 

1:37am

p mana

haha

1:37am

cri ola ni

la

1:37am

ola?

hahahaa

ok ok

jum jum

1:37am

klau ak bkenan ak blanja ank

1:37am

haha

oraittt

1:37am

bla kta jmpa

1:37am

ok

sett

1:38am

sat

klau ank bkenan ank kna bt bnda yg ak sowh nanti

x memalukan ank pon la

1:38am

errr

haih

mana aci

1:38am

ak bg bnda simple ja la

1:38am

kiqa

1:39am

simple punya

1:39am

klau hg bekenan

hg kena buat bda yg aku squh kgk la

*jgk

bqu fair

1:39am

ok3

tp x bole memalukan k

hahah

1:40am

haha

ok ok

jum

caqi

1:40am

ok

Today

1:45am

weh

oqg tu kita tk kenai pon tkpa kan

1:45am

ya

sapa ja

1:45am

ok ok

1:45am

asai single

hahah

1:45am

haha

orait

but it seems like im going to win tonight since ive found one and she likes it.she still looking for me cause i rejected a lot of them.one of them so cute but too chinese look alike.i dont really like chinese look.just ordinary one is still fine.im waiting for u nina.haha.next post i will tell u wat punishment nina have to do okayy..

ps://nina ank exposed sket.ak nk bg ank glamour

where i have been?

heyo.it has been 2 weeks i think that i didnt update my blog.actually im sick.so im not going anywhere staying in my home.u guess wat??chicken pox,baby!it so painful serously.im not joking.at first im still okayy walking around.sleep tight.im fine.2 day all those stuff grow on my face and its scary.im not willing to see my face in the mirror cause i know i will cry if i look into the mirror.so i just relax.stay cool.act nothing.then it grew all over my body and i need to take a bath 3 tymes a day and i cant eat egg,chicken,seafood and so many things till i couldnt remember.so i juz sleep and eat porridge.im still okayy.but when it comes for 5 day i couldnt sleep,im scratching everywhere and i look alike orang utan cause im totally messy.i couldnt even use my hand.that is the worst nightmare that i ever had.i missed my driving and english class.nad,im sorry that i cant go.im not recovered yet.many people im meeting will probably say youre lucky because u are still holiday but i will get into the university this sept.im trying my best to avoid from scars and scratching myself.but u know wat many people will say that im crazy for saying this but opinion is still opinion?i look thin.hahha.its not that im dieting during this tyme.it just that i lost some weight accidentally.i dont even have appetite to eat.so i will eat when mum keep forcing me to eat.i eat less but drink more.okayy enough bout the diet.everything is still on my body and face!but im better now that i can see me in the mirror but rare.im not fully recovered.im on my way.so long!

yesterdayy and todayy i have english course.i can hardly breathe but my english class is so much fun.yesterdayy sir asked us to act with our partner.im so nervous until i forgot wat to say plus i dont really like my partner.she likes to suggest something and change it at the end makes me messy but sir praised us and we got the best group.todayy we need to talk in front of class about myself.so i just talk confidently.
me:thats all for todayy.
sir:any Q?
boy:when is ur birthday?
me:13 may.
boy:owh lambat lagi la.
sir:haish nak buat apa la.hahaha

my sir's comment:you are like a teacher went to an interview.you talk fluent,have intonation and confident.

u need to improve more in order to make people impressed when u talk.

that was so much fun.that boy is so funny.he likes to make a joke.even todayy i laugh because of him.when sir asked him"where do u get ur cloth?"that boy answered"i took in my grandfather ermm apa tu.. almari"
then sir will say "cupboard"
next week we need to introduce ourselves once again but we need to lie about ourselves like our age.everything.i have lied before when im acting.i told im married.i have no phone number because i dont have money to buy handphone.next week maybe i will tell them that im married to 'mat salleh',work in uk and have 2 kids.

a phrase can change a life.

there is no ugly woman in the world.there is lazy women.
eat breakfast like a queen.lunch like a commoner and dinner like a bum.
jump rope has a greater effect in dieting than other exercises

~Dream High~

these words is my motivation.as i work on it there definitely will be a change that change my life.im counting for the day to come.

What comes out of you when you are squeezed is what is inside you

thinking about old times almost make me cry but i cry for nothing.at the end of the day,everything has past.i should not regret for everything in the past.i maybe stupid for lying myself.i make a stupid laugh to pretend that im okayy but im not.i always crying inside.friendship means a lot to me.i really dont like to fight.i missed the six of us.we have sweetest memory that anyone never had.im just tired keeping this alone.actually i dont want to reveal anything bout this but i feel like i cant stand this anymore.when i live in my world with none of my old friends here make me appreciate things back then.its upset me sometimes.i dont even know who i can talk to.i still have friends but everybody is busy while im stucked in this house.i love this big family but human needs friends ryte?i wish i can replay everything back.maybe every friendship doesnt stay long.i love my friendship with my girlfriends but there still a betrayal.why this world have to have word betrayal?if it doesnt have maybe all this stupid things wont happen.no lying.everything is great.no fight.no heartbroken.i like a friend who doesnt make fun of me when i tell something.i appreciated when i have the best friend in this world.the only one who never make me sad.thinking about the past i should know she is the only one.but forget the past i need to step on real life.i have to move on.i have many bestfriends that i cant stop thinking.they are my soul.now i feel relief to let go everything inside that no one knows.music is the way i expressed everything.while writing im listening to a music.its something about relationship.but im not gonna to tell u.its a secret with me and a friend of mine.

ps://cant go to JB concert.

another guy!

todayy again in my life i fall in love with someone.im not the type fall in love easily.im attracted by his amazing voice.his face is not my type but still he is good looking.my JB is no 1.he maybe at 5 place in my heart.his lovely voice can attract any girls or women.so todayy i want to make an important announcement.todayy officially i love CODY SIMPSON.he is only 14.koolio.an Australian.awesome!my sis asked me 'knapa kk suka bdak2 ni?'
i think i know the answer to her Q.they are so cute.i feel like they are my young bro.anyway i like his song like perfect,iyiyi,love so strong and many more.10 thumbs up if i have 10 thumbs.JB dont worry u are still my no 1.he is no 2 when it comes to voice.i never like a guy who is just a good looking.i like the most handsome and mostly they are hot dude.im not beautiful to get most handsome guy but it just my taste.some of my friends said i am too picky.they asked me one Q.
;) :kalau laki kaya tapi hodoh atau laki miskin tapi hensem.. yang mana ank pilih??
<3 :laki miskin tapi hensem
they keep argueing with me to prove that i will not happy if he is poor.they said 'if he is rich but ugly,he can do plastic surgery' how cruel they are.HAHA(sori girlfriends,kutuk2 sket)
lately,i like a guy who is nice and handsome.im trying not to talk about my future bf but i just cant stop when talk about boys.girls like gossipping about boys.boys??im not sure.
think about the past,how childish we are.talking about future bf,husband,want to marry JB.hahah impossible.

ps://i miss u when i talk about u,girls.miss our bad habits.miss my big laugh with u.miss when u make fun of me.miss everything bout u.shit i need to stop now since the post become a JIWANG KARAT.

driving a car is an asshole

todayy is the worst day in my life.i wake up at 7 to take a bath for a driving class.it sucks when the cold water touch my skin.i feel like i can die freezing.maybe i am too much.my dad send me todayy and he was like do u want me to accompany u??i want to be independent so koolly i said thats okayy,i can go on my own.like a stupid i search for my class.on top of the door it is written 'teori&praktikal' but i doubt myself to enter the class so i enter the other one.then the teacher ask me to check for my name but my name wasnt there.full of shame i walk out of the class and enter the other class.its tyme to register for our attendance.when it is my turn for my thumbprint those things cannot detect my thumb.suck.i need to go to the office to check for my thumb and lastly they use other's thumb.girl after me also having the same problem.lucky im not the only one and officially its not my fault ryte?actually i dont have friends todayy.i go to the toilet alone.lucky when im sitting around there are 2 kind sisters invite me to have luch with them.they are so kind.then i need to drive a car with a teacher beside me.i dont know how to control the gear.driving a car is an asshole and the most boring things to do.so i lost my attention.then when i drive it looks like im drifting.so he keep saying'tu la ralek,pikiaq apa x tau'innocently im smiling like i love hearing wat he say.wateva im just tired taking a license.finally at 3 i can go home.while waiting to take my ic i sit beside a boy in my class.then the other boy come to me.
boy:macam mana??senang dak??(he come closer)
me:hmmh.susah..
i think he is nice.i like a boy who starts first.im missing my boyfriends in primary school.

the truly fashionista

lately i always stuck with lappy just because i want to look for latest fashion.im sort of addicted to fashion.i voted jane in america's next top model cycle 15 because she is beautiful and i like her bone structure.watching those tv programmes inspire me to get some exercises to look skinny.all skinny girls look good in every outfit.in fashion the size limited to skinny and they look great.i love to see girl in hijab with funky outfit.they are like hot chick with hijab.the one i chose for this post is k.adrianni.i love her style.she is my truly fashion guru.

yay for her best outfit!

im a belieber!

mom please let me go to jb concert.please im begging u.i heard jb will come here a few month ago but i dont believe it until i heard todayy in fly fm.u have got no idea how nervous i am.more than my 1 day step on my 2dary skool,talk to strangers or meet my perfect future husband i wish..i knw i have bieber fever since im a belieber!im nervous for reasons.pretty sure my mom wont let me go.'if i go' idk wat to wear and seriously this freaking me out.i dont have nice outfit.mine is too simple.i need to memorize all the lyrics.the last tyme i did that was 2 years ago along my honeymoon year.i was 16 at that tyme.last year im too busy prepared for spm.i knw im not.okayy.oh boy,i want to go and i mean it but if i really cant go for some strong reasons i wish at least i need someone to buy me jb t-shirt.that will cure me hopefully...

ps://spm result will be announced in march.10a's will help me to go to jb concert.

betrayal is the stupidest word..

betray means to be false or disloyal to.i really hate this word.i hate when others stab someone in the back.its not kool,doe.please think before u do so.for a backstabber please stop.think others.once u do it,i will hate u forever.i know im not a professor giving a speech about disadvantages of betraying but betraying someone is the cruellest thing in this world.

ps:/this post nothing to do with peeps.it comes to my mind suddenlly and based on others experience