changes?i hope soooo

i thought of having some fun this ramadhan like last years.no books.no exam.everything just fine even though my exam was suck.but this year i felt like a donkey follow all school programmes,hw blablabla.i never think bout my education as long as im happy but suddenly im afraid of this trial bcause it ensures if u get the scholarship or not.i really wish i could but im afraid of putting too much hope.it is my dream to stdy overseas.but i dont put much effort on this trial and i fell like i dont hve enough time.the clock is ticking and im still wasting my tyme watching movies.i couldnt stop myself.it just my heart that keep on saying chill la exam lmbt g.wtf do i hve such this heart.grr

i think i should stop now.its 1 am.i should start reading now.

wish me luck!!

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