my life has turned upside down since i stepped in here.everything sucks and the most revealing fact is that m starting become people hater.m trying to adapt myself and show them the true color of me but it seemed i shouldnt or i should stop pretending that m okayy hearing their fuck words.honestly m trying to hold back my anger.they r just so annoying.i mean not all of them but some of them.i just cant resist my hatred.m starting blamed everyone around me for my faith.i knw i may hurt my friends with my harsh words.sometimes they are too mean.i didnt take it serious but when i make a joke they couldnt accept then they shouldnt start it first.right now i feel like i need someone.after the incident i dont feel like crying anymore.i knw i can do nothing.but hopefully i can manage and try to like this shit place where my fake world begins.i mean who cares??
