What comes out of you when you are squeezed is what is inside you

thinking about old times almost make me cry but i cry for nothing.at the end of the day,everything has past.i should not regret for everything in the past.i maybe stupid for lying myself.i make a stupid laugh to pretend that im okayy but im not.i always crying inside.friendship means a lot to me.i really dont like to fight.i missed the six of us.we have sweetest memory that anyone never had.im just tired keeping this alone.actually i dont want to reveal anything bout this but i feel like i cant stand this anymore.when i live in my world with none of my old friends here make me appreciate things back then.its upset me sometimes.i dont even know who i can talk to.i still have friends but everybody is busy while im stucked in this house.i love this big family but human needs friends ryte?i wish i can replay everything back.maybe every friendship doesnt stay long.i love my friendship with my girlfriends but there still a betrayal.why this world have to have word betrayal?if it doesnt have maybe all this stupid things wont happen.no lying.everything is great.no fight.no heartbroken.i like a friend who doesnt make fun of me when i tell something.i appreciated when i have the best friend in this world.the only one who never make me sad.thinking about the past i should know she is the only one.but forget the past i need to step on real life.i have to move on.i have many bestfriends that i cant stop thinking.they are my soul.now i feel relief to let go everything inside that no one knows.music is the way i expressed everything.while writing im listening to a music.its something about relationship.but im not gonna to tell u.its a secret with me and a friend of mine.

ps://cant go to JB concert.

another guy!

todayy again in my life i fall in love with someone.im not the type fall in love easily.im attracted by his amazing voice.his face is not my type but still he is good looking.my JB is no 1.he maybe at 5 place in my heart.his lovely voice can attract any girls or women.so todayy i want to make an important announcement.todayy officially i love CODY SIMPSON.he is only 14.koolio.an Australian.awesome!my sis asked me 'knapa kk suka bdak2 ni?'
i think i know the answer to her Q.they are so cute.i feel like they are my young bro.anyway i like his song like perfect,iyiyi,love so strong and many more.10 thumbs up if i have 10 thumbs.JB dont worry u are still my no 1.he is no 2 when it comes to voice.i never like a guy who is just a good looking.i like the most handsome and mostly they are hot dude.im not beautiful to get most handsome guy but it just my taste.some of my friends said i am too picky.they asked me one Q.
;) :kalau laki kaya tapi hodoh atau laki miskin tapi hensem.. yang mana ank pilih??
<3 :laki miskin tapi hensem
they keep argueing with me to prove that i will not happy if he is poor.they said 'if he is rich but ugly,he can do plastic surgery' how cruel they are.HAHA(sori girlfriends,kutuk2 sket)
lately,i like a guy who is nice and handsome.im trying not to talk about my future bf but i just cant stop when talk about boys.girls like gossipping about boys.boys??im not sure.
think about the past,how childish we are.talking about future bf,husband,want to marry JB.hahah impossible.

ps://i miss u when i talk about u,girls.miss our bad habits.miss my big laugh with u.miss when u make fun of me.miss everything bout u.shit i need to stop now since the post become a JIWANG KARAT.

driving a car is an asshole

todayy is the worst day in my life.i wake up at 7 to take a bath for a driving class.it sucks when the cold water touch my skin.i feel like i can die freezing.maybe i am too much.my dad send me todayy and he was like do u want me to accompany u??i want to be independent so koolly i said thats okayy,i can go on my own.like a stupid i search for my class.on top of the door it is written 'teori&praktikal' but i doubt myself to enter the class so i enter the other one.then the teacher ask me to check for my name but my name wasnt there.full of shame i walk out of the class and enter the other class.its tyme to register for our attendance.when it is my turn for my thumbprint those things cannot detect my thumb.suck.i need to go to the office to check for my thumb and lastly they use other's thumb.girl after me also having the same problem.lucky im not the only one and officially its not my fault ryte?actually i dont have friends todayy.i go to the toilet alone.lucky when im sitting around there are 2 kind sisters invite me to have luch with them.they are so kind.then i need to drive a car with a teacher beside me.i dont know how to control the gear.driving a car is an asshole and the most boring things to do.so i lost my attention.then when i drive it looks like im drifting.so he keep saying'tu la ralek,pikiaq apa x tau'innocently im smiling like i love hearing wat he say.wateva im just tired taking a license.finally at 3 i can go home.while waiting to take my ic i sit beside a boy in my class.then the other boy come to me.
boy:macam mana??senang dak??(he come closer)
me:hmmh.susah..
i think he is nice.i like a boy who starts first.im missing my boyfriends in primary school.

the truly fashionista

lately i always stuck with lappy just because i want to look for latest fashion.im sort of addicted to fashion.i voted jane in america's next top model cycle 15 because she is beautiful and i like her bone structure.watching those tv programmes inspire me to get some exercises to look skinny.all skinny girls look good in every outfit.in fashion the size limited to skinny and they look great.i love to see girl in hijab with funky outfit.they are like hot chick with hijab.the one i chose for this post is k.adrianni.i love her style.she is my truly fashion guru.

yay for her best outfit!

im a belieber!

mom please let me go to jb concert.please im begging u.i heard jb will come here a few month ago but i dont believe it until i heard todayy in fly fm.u have got no idea how nervous i am.more than my 1 day step on my 2dary skool,talk to strangers or meet my perfect future husband i wish..i knw i have bieber fever since im a belieber!im nervous for reasons.pretty sure my mom wont let me go.'if i go' idk wat to wear and seriously this freaking me out.i dont have nice outfit.mine is too simple.i need to memorize all the lyrics.the last tyme i did that was 2 years ago along my honeymoon year.i was 16 at that tyme.last year im too busy prepared for spm.i knw im not.okayy.oh boy,i want to go and i mean it but if i really cant go for some strong reasons i wish at least i need someone to buy me jb t-shirt.that will cure me hopefully...

ps://spm result will be announced in march.10a's will help me to go to jb concert.

betrayal is the stupidest word..

betray means to be false or disloyal to.i really hate this word.i hate when others stab someone in the back.its not kool,doe.please think before u do so.for a backstabber please stop.think others.once u do it,i will hate u forever.i know im not a professor giving a speech about disadvantages of betraying but betraying someone is the cruellest thing in this world.

ps:/this post nothing to do with peeps.it comes to my mind suddenlly and based on others experience