vma?im soo exciting

when i woke up this morning as usual i will watch television.i opened MTV accidentally and video music awards being shown.omg this is wat im waiting for.i saw the commercial of justin bieber vma last week and im counting for todayy.i watched them on 11 am means ive missed justin bieber performance since it started on 10 am.im a big fan of him even though he is younger than me but watever.hes cute and i love his voice.then when the best new artist announced,im screaming.its spontaneous.tonight vma being shown again.this tyme i wait in front of tv on 10.15 pm i have a guest plus i fight with my younger sis to watch vma but she wanted to watch momok the movie.when he performed im so excited feel like i wanna scream but no way,my dad is here and my mum is sleeping after the guest went home.if u look at my face at that tyme u will wonder y i give a big smile.its nothing its just jb performance but u will never understand if u dont like him.i think he had give the best performance ever.if i am those ladies i would do the same,screaming,chasing.i can be crazy.i really wish im among those ladies,they are so lucky to have justin bieber in front of them.i wish i could someday.

a girl's dream

finally ive got wat i want for 2 month im waiting.u guess wat?only the wedges that i want badly but since im busy with july test and trial i really cant go out plus im staying in hostel.it makes me think for this whole 2 month.i really no idea y i love the wedges.nothing special actually.maybe it is me that i really want to see some changes.i really want to be a truly girl would wear.im not saying that im boyish but i would choose sneakers rather than heels.so lately i changed my mind to be feminine even though i knw wat my friends will say."its funny to see u wear something like this".todayy i went to a mall to buy that wedges.to be honest,i really want to go that mall todayy to give myself the treat since ive got so many problems lately.u knw girl will shop when they r facing problems.at least i will 4get all those crappy stuff while shopping cause i really cant stop thinking when ive got any problem.
LOVE the WEDGES..
awkward

my wedges almost the same style and its black

nothing to do with me?fine.fine.

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idk wats happening.it just suddenly happened but u cant put all the blame on me.i appreciated every single tyme we spent on and i never think this would happen.have u ever think that is is ur fault or u dont?let me make things clearer for u.i started hurting with ur words when u said its all fake.mybe u dont realized that but at that tyme im shocked with ur expression bcause i never thought that u will said that mybe the programme didnt affect u but it worked on me.u r not really like her but still u r good with her.im not jealous.its fine with me but u guys left me and that day i went to school by myself bcause i thought u purposely did that.mybe u guys mad at me r something important happened.wat make me mad is u guys didnt tell anyone that u left me.i dont care act bcause i knw im the lastest that make u sick to wait for me.but at least tell me.im waiting for u guys okayy.i went to school alone in a bad mood.did u knw that?no right?bcause i nver told any of u.im afraid that it will be a big matter.i throw away all those hurt feeling.and then for a week u r not in a mood.at that tyme i dont talk to u.who wants to talk with a moody girl?then when the fasting month,i have class in the morning so i went with her.when the class is over how could i let her go by herself?it looks like im using her.i knw im not that 'kind'.i left u guys last week bcause i thought u didnt wait for me since we r not going to school together for a long tyme.i asked u not to wait for me since im the lastest and hello it is a fasting month.i dont want u to wait for me like a fool.im not saying that u r a fool but i dont want my friends wait for me for a long tyme.besides,sometymes idk whether u have go to school r not.n for a long tyme u tell me hw i want to talk to u?i cant leave them behind since they took care of me when ive got fever last tyme.they r not fully took care but enough to make me feel that there still people who cares about me.