ily is hard to say but i hate u is the easiest word

to be honest,wat will u do when u are tired of something(i mean tired of drama)?sleep?eat?or forget it?act like nothing happen?maybe i will sleep or eat or do nothing.wat a crap.but this is a true story.no offend i'm not siding anyone.but i have a friend who makes me cry reading her blog.hey girl,thanks for causing me drop a tear.only 1 okayy?reading her post makes me realize there are many types of friends in this world.normally when the friend has gone human beings love to recall memories with him.i really dont understand y dont appreciate when the friend still with us?y must wait until he gone?that included me.but the reality is me either dont have the answer.one more thing how can a couple/partners/husband and wife/bestfriends/lesbians/gay/watsoeva forget wat they used to have for someone else?reason given 'i just dont love u anymore.my feeling towards u has faded' how could u? y dont recall those things that we used to do with our love one when both having a problem.things can changed.when the decision has made things still can be changed so for the reason like 'wat goes around comes around' is useless.sincerely this post has nothing to do with anyone.so the main point is i wanna tell u that im crying for u bebeh.its u shahirah.u really makes me cry.i think every single words is ur true feelings and it comes out from bottom of ur heart.

crying words: 

aku rasa aku yang salah kot...

sbb memilih tuk menjadi rapat dgn kau..

tuk kongsi hal2 peribadi aku dgn kau..

KEPERCAYAAN..

aku mmng dh maafkan kau dh..

segala2nya..

cuma satu ja aku mintak..

TOLONG JANGAN GANGGU HIDUP AKU LAGI..

CUKUP LA SETAKAT DULU SAJA KITA KENAL..

JANGAN CUBA NAK DEKAT2 DENGAN AKU LG DAH..

ENOUGH..

AKU DH MMNG SAKIT HATI SANGAT DH NH..

DAN AKU XMAU HATI AKU NH TERUS SAKIT..

bb KITA XPENAH SEFAHAMAN PUN..

TAK PENAH..

aku cuma faham kau sebagai KAWAN AKU..

aku lebih menghargai SEBUAH PERSAHABATAN ...

daripada PERASAAN YANG TAH APA2 TUH..

mmng ad faktanya yg mengatakan..

PEREMPUAN AKAN LEBIH MEMILIH PERCINTAAN DARIPADA PERSAHABATAN...

mmng xboleh dipertikaikan semua tuh..

ini adlah berdasarkan kajian..

tp kalau RASA CINTA PADA ALLAH MELEBIHI SEGALA2NYA..

mungkin semua nh masih boleh dikawal kn..

ok..aku bukanlah sapa2 tuk menilai kau 

dan kita teruskan hidup masing2...

anggap kita hanyalah sebagai kawan lama waktu sek men saja..

xlebih pada tuh..

hidup aku baru saja nk bermula..

terus menuju ke puncak..

when u have a friend write these words wat will u do?i feel like useless when i have nothing to do when a friend is crying somewhere thinking how regret she was befriend with some other friend.thinking of my friend is suffering alone makes me suffer too.is this wat real bff really means?when bff hurting us the wound takes time to heal.love to bff faded for the time being.

if this is the reality for having bff maybe in future i will only have a lot of friends.the truth is reality is always different from imagination.

p/s:im not a crybaby.lately sad songs touch my heart.maybe at this age i realized wat real world is