i wanna crush u

i watched glee last night and i couldnt sleep thinking of sammy evans.he is my second crush after bieber.before this i already fell in love wit him but watching him with bieber style he looks so cute.i think bieber haircut suits him.since i didnt go to jb's concert its enough for me if i watched his movie but i dont have the oppurtunity to do so.here is the video of glee last night.hopefully u like it like i do.

baby

somebody to love

ps://yes im a GLEEK

interview i wish i love

hey all.i miss u bloggss.lately im busy with my preparation for interview pluss internet connection got a big problem.u knw wat?todayy is a big dayy.i have an interview at ipda.i wish u knw wat is it.future teacher loh.i wear my shawl as usual,my baju kurung and my vincci shoes.have u ever heard a girl go for an interview wear shawls like u want to partayy?i did that.im not weirdo but i feel comfortable to wear like i used to.so without wasting tyme,this is my crap tyme during the interview.

me:M

interviewer:I

I:okayy wat do u think about social network like fb to teenagers?i mean do u agree?

M:yes.because people need that to communicate with others.like me i talk 2 my old friend using fb.even last night i talk wit my friend about todayy.wat to prepare.

I:uhumm.owh really?so wat did u prepare?

M:1 malaysia and vision 2020

I:tell me about 1 malaysia

M:1 malaysia is inspired by our prime minister najib tun razak.the logo of 1 malaysia is no 1 and inside the number 1 is jalur gemilang and word malaysia.1 malaysia is about combination of 3 races such as malay,chinese and indian.

I:so wat about other races in sarawak?they r not 1 malaysia?

M:yes they r also 1 malaysia but 1 malaysia is mostly about these 3 races

I:who is the minister of education?deputy minister of education 1 and 2?

M:Y.A.B dato muhyiddin bin mohd yasin.dr ir wee ka siong.dr mohd puad bin zarkashi

I:i can see that u r doing homework ryte?u rin the right path.then give me the third rukun negara

M:errrr.i dont know.can u change the topic?
I:NO.then list me rukun negara

M:kepercayaan kpd raja.

then when the interviewer make bunkface i changed my answer.

M:eeeeh.kesetiaan kpd raja.then i dont know

I:u have to read a lot.so i can see that u r so fashionable.(look from top to the bottom of me)follow the fashion.so wat do u think about fashionable teacher?teacher who likes to follow the trend?do u agree?

M:yes.of course.im still young.but when i become a teacher i will change my fashion.as a teacher we should be fashionable because if teacher is messy students will talk something bad about the teacher.we have to be fashionable because when the students see it will give them first impression.

I:i agree wit u.a teacher should be fashionable but dont over fashion(i feel like he said to me)

M:okayy

I:okayy.that's all.tq

M:tq

i wear my shawls like this style for an interview

ps://just come back from mall to release my tension.looking for jb's album but they all sold out.new album hasnt arrive yet.wat a kora

awful YOU

oh my Gucci.todayy i have good news and freaking news.so good news or freaking news first?let me guess freaking news ryte?i got plkn.u knw PLKN?the place where people get all tanned and thin.it doesnt suits me at all.i will go on 15 may.lucky me at least i dont have to celebrate my bufday in a camp.awful.the venue?langkawi baby.i live in jitra.y did u pick me and put me in langkawi?im scared.i wish i will get friends.i will miss u bff.good news?i got maktab but not sure yet since i have to attend an interview this monday.i will do my best.pray for me.if i get maktab in june i will leave u PLKN.maktab thanks 4 saving me.i hope i wont be negro.

KUMPULAN	:	2
	PUSAT BERKUMPUL	:	DEWAN WAWASAN, JITRA
	NEGERI PUSAT BERKUMPUL	:	KEDAH
	NAMA KEM	:	KEM PLKN LAGENDA SERI NEGERI, LANGKAWI, KEDAH
	ALAMAT KEM	:	JALAN BATU ASAH
	POSKOD KEM	:	07000
	BANDAR KEM	:	LANGKAWI
	NEGERI KEM	:	KEDAH
	TARIKH LAPOR	:	15-MAY-2011
	MASA LAPOR	:	9:30 PAGI

ily is hard to say but i hate u is the easiest word

to be honest,wat will u do when u are tired of something(i mean tired of drama)?sleep?eat?or forget it?act like nothing happen?maybe i will sleep or eat or do nothing.wat a crap.but this is a true story.no offend i'm not siding anyone.but i have a friend who makes me cry reading her blog.hey girl,thanks for causing me drop a tear.only 1 okayy?reading her post makes me realize there are many types of friends in this world.normally when the friend has gone human beings love to recall memories with him.i really dont understand y dont appreciate when the friend still with us?y must wait until he gone?that included me.but the reality is me either dont have the answer.one more thing how can a couple/partners/husband and wife/bestfriends/lesbians/gay/watsoeva forget wat they used to have for someone else?reason given 'i just dont love u anymore.my feeling towards u has faded' how could u? y dont recall those things that we used to do with our love one when both having a problem.things can changed.when the decision has made things still can be changed so for the reason like 'wat goes around comes around' is useless.sincerely this post has nothing to do with anyone.so the main point is i wanna tell u that im crying for u bebeh.its u shahirah.u really makes me cry.i think every single words is ur true feelings and it comes out from bottom of ur heart.

crying words: 

aku rasa aku yang salah kot...

sbb memilih tuk menjadi rapat dgn kau..

tuk kongsi hal2 peribadi aku dgn kau..

KEPERCAYAAN..

aku mmng dh maafkan kau dh..

segala2nya..

cuma satu ja aku mintak..

TOLONG JANGAN GANGGU HIDUP AKU LAGI..

CUKUP LA SETAKAT DULU SAJA KITA KENAL..

JANGAN CUBA NAK DEKAT2 DENGAN AKU LG DAH..

ENOUGH..

AKU DH MMNG SAKIT HATI SANGAT DH NH..

DAN AKU XMAU HATI AKU NH TERUS SAKIT..

bb KITA XPENAH SEFAHAMAN PUN..

TAK PENAH..

aku cuma faham kau sebagai KAWAN AKU..

aku lebih menghargai SEBUAH PERSAHABATAN ...

daripada PERASAAN YANG TAH APA2 TUH..

mmng ad faktanya yg mengatakan..

PEREMPUAN AKAN LEBIH MEMILIH PERCINTAAN DARIPADA PERSAHABATAN...

mmng xboleh dipertikaikan semua tuh..

ini adlah berdasarkan kajian..

tp kalau RASA CINTA PADA ALLAH MELEBIHI SEGALA2NYA..

mungkin semua nh masih boleh dikawal kn..

ok..aku bukanlah sapa2 tuk menilai kau 

dan kita teruskan hidup masing2...

anggap kita hanyalah sebagai kawan lama waktu sek men saja..

xlebih pada tuh..

hidup aku baru saja nk bermula..

terus menuju ke puncak..

when u have a friend write these words wat will u do?i feel like useless when i have nothing to do when a friend is crying somewhere thinking how regret she was befriend with some other friend.thinking of my friend is suffering alone makes me suffer too.is this wat real bff really means?when bff hurting us the wound takes time to heal.love to bff faded for the time being.

if this is the reality for having bff maybe in future i will only have a lot of friends.the truth is reality is always different from imagination.

p/s:im not a crybaby.lately sad songs touch my heart.maybe at this age i realized wat real world is

sky of love

well todayy my eyes are swollen because i cried alot watching sky of love(koizora in japan).its not a big deal but for me this is my first tyme that i cried this much.i will give all stars in the sky for this drama.i watched for the 2 tyme todayy.i really love the blondie sakurai hiroki.koizora the movie is not the best maybe 8 stars.i dont really like the girl as she actually not a gentle one.in koizora drama the girl play a role as mika is naturally gentle.i like her.i couldnt sleep last night thinking of hiro(koji seto).he is too cute and the ending of the story is so sad.at last hiro died due to cancer.when u watched this drama u will want ur love life to be just like them excluding the last and some censored part.plus if u are an otaku i think this will be the best drama based on comic ever.this drama was published in 2007.im full of regret that i hadnt watched years ago.there is nothing to compare when u get the happiness and sadness in a story that u dream of.it feels like dream comes true.

sakurai hiroki and tahara mika

the link:koizora