where i have been?

heyo.it has been 2 weeks i think that i didnt update my blog.actually im sick.so im not going anywhere staying in my home.u guess wat??chicken pox,baby!it so painful serously.im not joking.at first im still okayy walking around.sleep tight.im fine.2 day all those stuff grow on my face and its scary.im not willing to see my face in the mirror cause i know i will cry if i look into the mirror.so i just relax.stay cool.act nothing.then it grew all over my body and i need to take a bath 3 tymes a day and i cant eat egg,chicken,seafood and so many things till i couldnt remember.so i juz sleep and eat porridge.im still okayy.but when it comes for 5 day i couldnt sleep,im scratching everywhere and i look alike orang utan cause im totally messy.i couldnt even use my hand.that is the worst nightmare that i ever had.i missed my driving and english class.nad,im sorry that i cant go.im not recovered yet.many people im meeting will probably say youre lucky because u are still holiday but i will get into the university this sept.im trying my best to avoid from scars and scratching myself.but u know wat many people will say that im crazy for saying this but opinion is still opinion?i look thin.hahha.its not that im dieting during this tyme.it just that i lost some weight accidentally.i dont even have appetite to eat.so i will eat when mum keep forcing me to eat.i eat less but drink more.okayy enough bout the diet.everything is still on my body and face!but im better now that i can see me in the mirror but rare.im not fully recovered.im on my way.so long!