What comes out of you when you are squeezed is what is inside you

thinking about old times almost make me cry but i cry for nothing.at the end of the day,everything has past.i should not regret for everything in the past.i maybe stupid for lying myself.i make a stupid laugh to pretend that im okayy but im not.i always crying inside.friendship means a lot to me.i really dont like to fight.i missed the six of us.we have sweetest memory that anyone never had.im just tired keeping this alone.actually i dont want to reveal anything bout this but i feel like i cant stand this anymore.when i live in my world with none of my old friends here make me appreciate things back then.its upset me sometimes.i dont even know who i can talk to.i still have friends but everybody is busy while im stucked in this house.i love this big family but human needs friends ryte?i wish i can replay everything back.maybe every friendship doesnt stay long.i love my friendship with my girlfriends but there still a betrayal.why this world have to have word betrayal?if it doesnt have maybe all this stupid things wont happen.no lying.everything is great.no fight.no heartbroken.i like a friend who doesnt make fun of me when i tell something.i appreciated when i have the best friend in this world.the only one who never make me sad.thinking about the past i should know she is the only one.but forget the past i need to step on real life.i have to move on.i have many bestfriends that i cant stop thinking.they are my soul.now i feel relief to let go everything inside that no one knows.music is the way i expressed everything.while writing im listening to a music.its something about relationship.but im not gonna to tell u.its a secret with me and a friend of mine.

ps://cant go to JB concert.