driving a car is an asshole

todayy is the worst day in my life.i wake up at 7 to take a bath for a driving class.it sucks when the cold water touch my skin.i feel like i can die freezing.maybe i am too much.my dad send me todayy and he was like do u want me to accompany u??i want to be independent so koolly i said thats okayy,i can go on my own.like a stupid i search for my class.on top of the door it is written 'teori&praktikal' but i doubt myself to enter the class so i enter the other one.then the teacher ask me to check for my name but my name wasnt there.full of shame i walk out of the class and enter the other class.its tyme to register for our attendance.when it is my turn for my thumbprint those things cannot detect my thumb.suck.i need to go to the office to check for my thumb and lastly they use other's thumb.girl after me also having the same problem.lucky im not the only one and officially its not my fault ryte?actually i dont have friends todayy.i go to the toilet alone.lucky when im sitting around there are 2 kind sisters invite me to have luch with them.they are so kind.then i need to drive a car with a teacher beside me.i dont know how to control the gear.driving a car is an asshole and the most boring things to do.so i lost my attention.then when i drive it looks like im drifting.so he keep saying'tu la ralek,pikiaq apa x tau'innocently im smiling like i love hearing wat he say.wateva im just tired taking a license.finally at 3 i can go home.while waiting to take my ic i sit beside a boy in my class.then the other boy come to me.
boy:macam mana??senang dak??(he come closer)
me:hmmh.susah..
i think he is nice.i like a boy who starts first.im missing my boyfriends in primary school.