idk wats happening.it just suddenly happened but u cant put all the blame on me.i appreciated every single tyme we spent on and i never think this would happen.have u ever think that is is ur fault or u dont?let me make things clearer for u.i started hurting with ur words when u said its all fake.mybe u dont realized that but at that tyme im shocked with ur expression bcause i never thought that u will said that mybe the programme didnt affect u but it worked on me.u r not really like her but still u r good with her.im not jealous.its fine with me but u guys left me and that day i went to school by myself bcause i thought u purposely did that.mybe u guys mad at me r something important happened.wat make me mad is u guys didnt tell anyone that u left me.i dont care act bcause i knw im the lastest that make u sick to wait for me.but at least tell me.im waiting for u guys okayy.i went to school alone in a bad mood.did u knw that?no right?bcause i nver told any of u.im afraid that it will be a big matter.i throw away all those hurt feeling.and then for a week u r not in a mood.at that tyme i dont talk to u.who wants to talk with a moody girl?then when the fasting month,i have class in the morning so i went with her.when the class is over how could i let her go by herself?it looks like im using her.i knw im not that 'kind'.i left u guys last week bcause i thought u didnt wait for me since we r not going to school together for a long tyme.i asked u not to wait for me since im the lastest and hello it is a fasting month.i dont want u to wait for me like a fool.im not saying that u r a fool but i dont want my friends wait for me for a long tyme.besides,sometymes idk whether u have go to school r not.n for a long tyme u tell me hw i want to talk to u?i cant leave them behind since they took care of me when ive got fever last tyme.they r not fully took care but enough to make me feel that there still people who cares about me.
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