i wanna be made

i watched mtv made just now.there is a girl nme deanna if im not mistaken.she is totally mess wit big bag,old tshirt and her hair is teribble.she wanna be a model so she took part in mtv made.she has 6 weeks before the fashion show start en she was trained by stacey.stacey need to teach her fom top to the bottom.act she is beautiful but she doesnt has confidence.stacey bring her to the ballet class to build nice posture of her body then teach her hw to walk,wearing heels,hw to flirt wit guys n hw to be a model.after 2 weeks she looks better en has more confidence.she likes her schoolmate,aaron.oh my gosh!he is so cute.so she asks him to go out for a date en aaron is agree.when the day comes,he tells deanna that he need to practice en his gf getting mad.deanna kinda shock because she never thought that aaron has a gf.everything is blew up.mybe aaron thinks deanna is not hot but i praise him for his look but it doesnt mean i agree wit him.he looks like a cool guy en i like his style.then she asks christian another guy she likes.they go for a date.i think christian is so sweet and kind even though he is not cut as aaron.then christian asks her for another date.after a week,stacey changed diana hairstyle,buy her new dress,heels,makeup...etc.now she looks vry beautiful en everyone wants to be her friend.then the competition day comes.she walks on the stage confidently even when she wanna takes off her jacket,her hand is stuck.now then they call all models to gather on stage to announce the winner. they announce the best pose,walk,dress and lastly overall performance.en the winner is deanna.yeah!she was so happy en proudly taking the trophy.christian is there to gives her support.he congrats her en happy for her.the best part is he asks if deanna wants to be his gf.owh so sweet.en that is the end for the story.i hope that will happen to me too someday.hahha
i wanna be made.

byee 2009,hyee 2010

sedar x sedar da msok yr 2010.en i will take spm this yr.y time is so fast?i need to wake up en study harder 4 all of my exam.pray 4 me okayy?i will pray 4 u too.insyaallah
i really love 2009 bcause most of my sweet memories is in 2009.2009 i will miss u.
i need to say bye to my old lifestyle en try new one.
after this,rarely update my blog.thanks 4 reading :)

a meaningful day

ow yeah!todayy i g queensbay wit my family.juz wanna buy some stuff for school.but before that we go to hospital to visit my dad relatives.im kinda shocked ya la she cant even move r talk.my mum ckp dy kna strok.but an old lady nxt to her lg ksian.she has cancer n looks dying.her children read yassin for her.then i need to leave that room to give chance for other visitors.u knw la that room is so small.i go to rest room but nothings there juz a small tv.so i juz watch it en suddenly i hear an old man voice.when i look back the old man is walking to me.hes asking me hws my school,result en give me some advices to be a good student.after half an hour talking then my parents come, i wanna thank him but i dont knw wat is his nme oh my gosh! i forgot to ask his nme.grrrr
about an hour in car here we go queensbay.bnyk sgt YES kt sni so price pon msti la cheaper kn??then bla we jln2 theres an indian girl give me a free donut for jcko new opening.two thumbs up for the donut.after shopping we go to padang kota to eat some seafood.bila we juz sit down 5 people promote their food.sakit kepala coz x tau nk pilih yg mn.everyone busy promote their food.so i juz order kerang bakar en eat all of them.muahahha im a monster.then lpas g mkn i igt nk ajk my dad g jln2 but hes so tired.so we juz go home.kinda good trip for my year end walaupun only a day.

new hair

todayy i go to the barber to cut my old hair.it has been a year since i make a rebonding for my hair.since that i never cut my hair.act i feel bored looking at the same hairstyle.i think i should do something wit my hair.that is y i wanna cut my hair.my lil sis wanna cut her hair too.so her hair was cut by the assistant n me was cut by the owner of the saloon.i tell her wat hairstyle i wanna do.i thou she knw everything so i dont give any detail information but then i become worry after she cut my hair too short.she cut my hair shorter than i thou.i was surprised.omg my hair all messed up n i look funny wit my new hair.i want my old hair back.give me back.my lil sis hair looks better than me.hello her hair was cut by the assistant n i by the owner.my hair should look better ryte?i feel vry regret.i shouldnt do anything wit my hair.it should be like this but it become worst n idk how to show to my friends when schools open.hope u girls dont laugh at me.

i really wanna go wit them!!

wua mamito i really want to follow them but i juz cant.i knw its hard for us to hve a vacation like this n we dont hve mny time left since spm is coming soon.it will be a good memory to me i think. i really love our vacation in lgkawi when we r in f2.feel like wanna turn back to the tyme.but wat can i do?i can do nothing because i cant leave my lil sis alone i knw my big bro is at home but he always go out wit his friend.to reach rabie's house they need to take 3 buses but still i think it will be a good trip because u knw we r kinda 'gila-gila'.even when we went to funfair we laugh,scream n really enjoy.its really fun because every games we took will make all of people stared at us but we do like nobodys there.anyhow i wish u girls all the best.dont be lost okayy?remember me n get me something.i knw its impossible hahha.juz kidding.take as mny pic as u can.make me jealous okayy??

my happy day

todayy is like days before boring but wat make me happy todayy is when my dad told us that we r going to penang.omg this is wat im waiting 4.u know wat i love mall in penang.they hve everything that i want.we will hve fun and shopping is the most important.i hve plan wat i want to buy there.hahha i know that im kinda materialistic.everyone knows that.my dad also told me n big brother that our room will be upgrade.n finally i hve done my exercise that i should take a day.i do hate it damn much.idk why but thats the reason y im fatty.hahha i feel vry happy todayy because i think todayy is my lucky day.i am vry grateful for being young to enjoy my life but i wont forget hari akhirat.

grrrrr

im fucking bored here.idk wat to do at home.im not going anywhere this holiday n i really missed past year when the whole fmly went to vacation.im juz doin my hw,on9,watching movies,sleep,eat,pray n doin the same thing everyday.sounds boring ryte?i wanna go out,hang out wit friends but my house is too far from them.i wanna go for a shopping but my mom is busy n i need to wait for her to shop.grrrr.i feel like this is the end of the world.hahha i knw it is ridiculous.idk wat to do ryte now so i write this boring story.wateva la.i think i need to stop now before i write stupid things.bye