no words can express IT.

things are really hard for me.i was bothered with many thoughts.that's life ryte?i now knw hw scary the world is.i want to say my problems here but i dont want to ruin everything i have.i should just keep it to me only but i feel like m going crazy.thats the reason i think i should express everything here.i hate when people see me crying because i hate giving excuses like m sleepy,dust etc.silence is the best way to cure everything i felt but m really grateful that there was an incidence that open my eyes to see the cruel reality.at least i knw the truth so that i'll be able to make a decision.yess it hurts but anyway its all on me.there is no point in hiding behind the truth because the wound is still there.i believe m going to recover soon.just pray for me;)