pizza;)

assalamualaikum..as promised i will post the pic of my pizza todayy but it doesnt look appetizing as i wish.huhu -__-. but anyway it still can be eaten and the taste is still the same..

this is chicken and mushroom pizza

since m free, im uploaded some recipe for this pizza

pizza dough:
1 1/3 cup warm water
11 gm dry yeast
* this two is mixed together and left for 2 mins
1/4 cup milk powder
1/2 teaspoon of salt
4 cup high protein flour
1 tablespoon castor sugar
* this is mixed together
2 tablespoon olive oil

1.mix milk powder,salt,high protein flour,castor sugar.
2.pour in the water containing yeast
3.slowly mix it together
4.lastly, pour in the olive oil
5.let the mixer do its job
u knw its done when the dough is not torn apart when u rip it
*if the dough is too solid, u can pour in some fresh milk to soften it

u can also manually using ur hands to knead the dough.u can learn from here( in case some of u who didnt have the mixer)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2C6v9mGuR0

mushroom chicken:

onion (slice according to ur taste)

garlic

breast chicken (minced)

mushroom

italian herbs/ oregano 1/2 teaspoon

1.saute the garlic that has been minced (u can use butter to replace the oil)

2.put the chicken breast and cook until its turn to white-yellowish color

3.put the mushroom,onion,salt and oregano.

*tada!its done.let it cools a few mins.

after the dough is done, spread some prego spaghetti bolognese sauce on it (original flavor) and put the mushroom chicken. lastly put the mozarella cheese on the top as much as u want and bake it for 30 mins in oven of 180c..

cupcake:)

assalamualaikum..well dh berkarat blog ni.huhu.even holidayy pown x sempat nk update bcoz of twitter divert my attention to it.for this holidayy, i spent my tme by going to cooking class besides mastering my driving skill.tehee.it was fun.i met new people and learning something new.a few days ago, i thought my mom was joking when she said that she is going to buy the stuff needed for my red velvet cupcake but yesterday she really brought me to buy those things.she even bought me an oven.at first i thought "gosh,m so dead if wat im baking becomes something else".and todayy finally i baked some red velvet with my lil sis.i need her to help me to wash the dishes.haha..fortunately, i remembered everything that had been taught to me.

TADA! there still a bit of imperfection:P

and finally this is my cupcake.it is a red velvet with cream cheese.the choc chip is my sis idea.she loves choc chip so much though its kinda sweet.u can try making these at home.it looks complicated but its easy actually.juz take a big step to try and have a confidence in urselves.u will be fine<3 font="font">

u never guess;O

now, i am doing well. the past two weeks was hard on me. i've read somewhere about teenagers like me sometimes in doubt searching for my identity.so i think i was searching for it two weeks ago that my head felt like it would burst.fortunately,i think i've FOUND it! ohsem.no more burden on my shoulder.~relieved~last night, when i opened ZALORA, i found JB's t-shirt.OMG!i've searched for it for two years but never thought that i will find it.a long time ago, there was an online shopping website of JB stuff. i really wanted to grab the hoodie with his face printed on it but it is an international website. i was afraid that the shipping cost expensive so i decline my intention. now that ZALORA-free shipping is here,i'm just going to grab it this time.i'll show it later when i bought it.hehe.too many wishlist that i still didn't accomplish.gosh my fragrance just finished IN TIME.great!forget all of the above.it just a crap.well here's a thing. i wrote about Cyber Love in my LDV essay.it was based on true story which is my story of course.no big deal act but when i reread my old post.there's nothing about my love story in the past.i normally dont like to talk about personal stuff here but this was in the past.so who cares?here's the story:

a long tme ago there's a girl who had a Myspace account for her in order to get many friends.suddenly there's a guy from ******* wanted to knw her.they started as friends to best friends. both of them really had a good tme together.every day they would talk about what's happening around them.one day, this girl told the guy that another guy asked to go out with him.she asked for his opinion as she did not hit on him.the guy then confessed to her his true feelings that he loved her more than a friend.he wanted to be someone special to her.this time around the girl accepted him just to gain some experience having relationship with someone out her league.unable to cope well with him because of his jealousy, the girl asked for a breakup.the guy couldnt accept it but she convinced him that they were not compatible.being heartbroken was the most painful feelings thus the guy asking for her back.of course the girl still in love with him but she didnt want things to repeat twice.she decided to move on.she doesn't like to burden herself so she deleted all her memories with him.their account.EVERYTHING.`the end.
well its kinda boring story but it was a story of my life.i hope that when i am old and i looked back at this post, i will reminisce my high school memories.nothing much just memories that never erased;)

ps://i hate when someone copycat my smell.please not the smell.

i think i want this one

but then this one look awesome but its not appropriate to wear faces printed on the shirt.

setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya;)

its 1 am again.oh well i must be very bz to update my blog late at night.heh.i juz learnt something new.everything is happened for a reason in other words ada hikmah setiap yg berlaku;) so smile and reflect back to myself mybe i did something wrong.or thats not the best choice because no one is perfect.i am fated to be here rather than kms.i am fated to be here without any of my friends.i am fated to be away from my family which is the first tme.i am fated to live with senior who i dont really like.we have no chemistry at all.i am fated to have no one.but it makes me think back i have Allah. He listens when im crying and help me by giving me the strength that i needed.alhamdulillah.i promised to myself to be strong and only thinks about achieving my goal.selfish? yes, i am cause sometimes i need that if i love myself.i may dissapoint with my result cause i put too much hope in it but its not wrong to have a high expectation and to keep dreaming.lately i keep reminding to myself dont sigh for everything happens.theres no point in pointing fingers.just pray to Him cause he knows the best.things are not always what i want.well this is called life, full of obstacles:)its almost 2am.so i gtg.i stillhve class tomorrow

no words can express IT.

things are really hard for me.i was bothered with many thoughts.that's life ryte?i now knw hw scary the world is.i want to say my problems here but i dont want to ruin everything i have.i should just keep it to me only but i feel like m going crazy.thats the reason i think i should express everything here.i hate when people see me crying because i hate giving excuses like m sleepy,dust etc.silence is the best way to cure everything i felt but m really grateful that there was an incidence that open my eyes to see the cruel reality.at least i knw the truth so that i'll be able to make a decision.yess it hurts but anyway its all on me.there is no point in hiding behind the truth because the wound is still there.i believe m going to recover soon.just pray for me;)

todayy yaa

hello bloggie;) again nothing to do todayy.So instead of playing games the whole day its better to bervlog.muehehe.for social studies class we need to role play based on the theme given:conflict.i was sitting wit my group members planning since we didnt prepare anything. i know that the chair i used has a big hole in the middle of it.so instead of searching a new one i just used it. while i was chatting i felt my ass bump on the ground.gosh i fell off from the chair.sumpah malu.i tried to cover it but when i saw people who saw me laughed their ass off, i tried to cover and make poker face.when i stood up my body was shaking as i cant easily overcome the trauma.it didnt hurt at all but its hard to look at people when they were pointing their fingers at me. anyway everyone was giving to the fullest to act out the play.it was hilarious.u can see my big mouth widened showing my not so white teeth.credits to Eik Ter for his ideas to broaden the scope of the play.it was about a YB coming to my villages to ensure that we people will give our land to develop the area.so as a farmer of the village i totally disagree with him.the entrance of YB himself makes people laughed.then when i started to talk like m rapping they laughed.i was wondering but when i asked neesa bout that she told me that they saw my eyeball moving followed the script written behind my banner of rejection and they was like owh bc script rupanya.wat a shame.at last YB had been chased away by us.after the show,my friends was in shocked seeing my true colors.i might be passive all this while bcoz its going to take long time to get close to me.u see it took 3 sem for them to knw the real me.m just this kind of person.they came to me to shook my hand to say congrats for my acting.glad that i cracked from my own shell.it was awkward before bcuz i was too shy;)
??:i have a good mood lately

one direction towards success

assalamualaikum.it was so funny when i read my older posts.my writing was so childish and i spurted everything in my mind with thousands of grammar errors.but when i looked back i recall all the feelings though i hve forgotten most of them.its all in the past. now im in third sem which is much better.i sat beside neesa n lela n m lovin it.i always laugh bcoz they r so funny and understand me well.btw i hve a crush on someone but m not going to put any hope on him.dont want to be heartbroken like i used to recently.i should open my heart and forget the past.i want to forget bout love story for a while to focus more on my stdy.i will work harder this sem.mum, i wont dissapoint u.i'll make u smile seeing my grades though its not my desire to be here.i need to pass all the obstacles to succeed in my life.

its almost dawn

its almost 4a.m but i couldnt sleep.waiting for subuh trus laa tkowt x bgun lak japg.after reading some of the bloggers' posts i feel enthusiastic to chase after my dream.i want to live a simple and luxury life.going to be a teacher soon so i may live truly a plain and simple life.started to think my future.hoping i will meet mr right soon to cherish my boring and dull life;)

awkward post

the girl i rely the most;)

assalamualaikum.brrr feels awkward to update my blog since the last tme.tehee.(gara2 neesasaori rsa nk updte ni).ive got a gud news!we might be able to fly to England to further my stdy.YES england,UK.kool ryte?dont be jealouss.dream comes true after all those challengers that i faced staying here.IF this is going to happen i'll be the most happiest girl in the world.btw i think its better for me to stay away from those people who has hurting me since i step into here.i was hurt when these people isolate us just because the rumours that they heard.serioussly did they ever think of us when they did that?if they trust me they wouldnt do that.i hate when people are making their assumptions without knowing the truth.for all this while i guess m right when i chose her to be my bff.i never think she would do such thing.she destroy my loyalty when she told someone that she shouldnt bout me.she frowns when i told her bout my crush.she hates to hear my problems.she is stingy.she acts like she's the one who raised me.she's using me whenever she wants to.is this wat u called a bff?i was shocked when she truthfully told me that she hated to hear my complains.my heart is bleeding at that moment right away she spites those hateful words.i stuttered bcoz my heart was crying.i promised to myself that i'll never tell her my life,my problems,nothing bout me.when its tme for us to divide the task to do some props things,she instructed us to follow her.when i see her true colors and i fell like i cant stand her anymore i tried to avoid her cause m afraid one day i will explode and tell everyone her shit attitude.i thought everything is gonna be alright when i keep silence but when i heard she tells evrybody she has NO IDEA y we mad,i knw right away wat she is trying to do.try to gain people's attention to symphatize wit u.pity u biatch.i guess no one wants to be on ur side.we keep to fuck our mouth shut in order to keep our madness towards u.we tried our best to let it be.serioussly i feel like i was lied by these people by their nice looking fce.it was hurt when u see ur own friends turning their heads whenever u talk to them and they just cant hide their awkward faces.i dont blame them but at least cant they ask us wat happened or dont interfere.i guess they dont undestand after all.we tried our best to hide this shit things.i was thinking let it pass by time cause i dont want to settle it.i will leave her the way i found her for the first tme i met her.i might be cruel but i hate to lie to myself.if i cant accept her anymore wat's the point i keep her?m happy the way i am now.i will try to delete those memories because it feels like someone stabs me
this is wat i feel from the bottom of my heart.i dont need to explain anything to anyone.they dont hve any right to judge me.sorry if anyone terasa.really its not my intention.

they are in my shoes

my life has turned upside down since i stepped in here.everything sucks and the most revealing fact is that m starting become people hater.m trying to adapt myself and show them the true color of me but it seemed i shouldnt or i should stop pretending that m okayy hearing their fuck words.honestly m trying to hold back my anger.they r just so annoying.i mean not all of them but some of them.i just cant resist my hatred.m starting blamed everyone around me for my faith.i knw i may hurt my friends with my harsh words.sometimes they are too mean.i didnt take it serious but when i make a joke they couldnt accept then they shouldnt start it first.right now i feel like i need someone.after the incident i dont feel like crying anymore.i knw i can do nothing.but hopefully i can manage and try to like this shit place where my fake world begins.i mean who cares??

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