a korean fan?

i've been crazing about K-pop since i was in secondary school. i loved their dramas, movies, songs and idols..so im like the one who always download all korean stuff..so i always searched for a website that make things easier for me to download..i found this blog which provide everything and i love the subs cause i dont need to unzip as it is in the format of srt..u know those unzipping things is wasting my time.. so i would reccommend this blog ! anyway genite :)

koreanheadbanging.blogspot.com

im studying, okayy.

well i knw its late and i think i may have insomnia if i keep sleeping late.its become my habit now (maybe thats y my cheek is growing everydayy.wuargghh) next week is my first examination ever for my degree programme.hee.so im putting more efforts into this to achieve my goal bcause i screwed my assgnments so i need to back it up and im thinking of proving to my mom that i can get gud grades too.hehe.all this while im always fooling around, not taking things serioussly.well, 20 really helps me to be more matured, i guess..hurmm.have u read my older post? i want to take my words back.it was all crap.everything is going smoothly now.im left with the other one.i knw u dont really get wat i mean cause that is my real intention to make people knw nothing.he's left so im not in dilemma anymore.it shows to me who i should appreciate since he keeps on trusting and staying by my side and the fact that he knows me too well makes our bond stronger.he's a nice guy who takes care of me.well thats wat friends are for.ouh i wanna stop it here since i still have tons of books to read.since ive forgotten to post the pics for my birthdayy celebration.nah!

with ecah :)

my birthdayy wishes.

neesaa

 

 

ps:/thanks for all the wishes,text messages,phone calls and everything.not forgetting lela who didnt join us for our outing but involved in my birthdayy pranks.love yaww!

my bad :(

morning.its 4.52 a.m and i just got back from celebrating my birthday.im 20 this year and getting older each year.wuarggh.how was the celebration? awesome.its good to know that my friends cherished my birthday and putting away their works aside juz to spend some time with me.we were chatting and laughing like never before.the most shocking things was when i entered my room, my wall is filled with wordings and cards and of course they are pouring the baby powder on my bed, our tradition.no words can describe how touched i am to see how they are putting their efforts to make me surprised.i was delighted for everything that they did and all those birthday wishes and phone calls.wow, but i still feel something is lacking bcoz the two people who i think is important forget my birthday.i mean why out of all those other days? i was thinking wat did i do? i was holding tightly to my phone wondering when will they give me a call or maybe just a text saying 'hapy birthday'? ergghh. my life turned upside down bcause of them but again im feeling that i was the only one who make this relationship working out. serioussly i am regretting for letting those kind of people to influence and be part of my life.I**** is too nice and the other one is ignoring me for lying.i mean i had to bcause of my circumstances and i wanted to explain but he wouldnt listen.he wanted me to stop confessing the truth and never asked for the reasons.i dont know wat to do to clear up the things.well,i cant undo everything that i did.i should juz sit still than worsen the mess tht i made.enough said,i'll forget them when the time comes.things will be better, ryte?

pizza;)

assalamualaikum..as promised i will post the pic of my pizza todayy but it doesnt look appetizing as i wish.huhu -__-. but anyway it still can be eaten and the taste is still the same..

this is chicken and mushroom pizza

since m free, im uploaded some recipe for this pizza

pizza dough:
1 1/3 cup warm water
11 gm dry yeast
* this two is mixed together and left for 2 mins
1/4 cup milk powder
1/2 teaspoon of salt
4 cup high protein flour
1 tablespoon castor sugar
* this is mixed together
2 tablespoon olive oil

1.mix milk powder,salt,high protein flour,castor sugar.
2.pour in the water containing yeast
3.slowly mix it together
4.lastly, pour in the olive oil
5.let the mixer do its job
u knw its done when the dough is not torn apart when u rip it
*if the dough is too solid, u can pour in some fresh milk to soften it

u can also manually using ur hands to knead the dough.u can learn from here( in case some of u who didnt have the mixer)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2C6v9mGuR0

mushroom chicken:

onion (slice according to ur taste)

garlic

breast chicken (minced)

mushroom

italian herbs/ oregano 1/2 teaspoon

1.saute the garlic that has been minced (u can use butter to replace the oil)

2.put the chicken breast and cook until its turn to white-yellowish color

3.put the mushroom,onion,salt and oregano.

*tada!its done.let it cools a few mins.

after the dough is done, spread some prego spaghetti bolognese sauce on it (original flavor) and put the mushroom chicken. lastly put the mozarella cheese on the top as much as u want and bake it for 30 mins in oven of 180c..

cupcake:)

assalamualaikum..well dh berkarat blog ni.huhu.even holidayy pown x sempat nk update bcoz of twitter divert my attention to it.for this holidayy, i spent my tme by going to cooking class besides mastering my driving skill.tehee.it was fun.i met new people and learning something new.a few days ago, i thought my mom was joking when she said that she is going to buy the stuff needed for my red velvet cupcake but yesterday she really brought me to buy those things.she even bought me an oven.at first i thought "gosh,m so dead if wat im baking becomes something else".and todayy finally i baked some red velvet with my lil sis.i need her to help me to wash the dishes.haha..fortunately, i remembered everything that had been taught to me.

TADA! there still a bit of imperfection:P

and finally this is my cupcake.it is a red velvet with cream cheese.the choc chip is my sis idea.she loves choc chip so much though its kinda sweet.u can try making these at home.it looks complicated but its easy actually.juz take a big step to try and have a confidence in urselves.u will be fine<3 font="font">

u never guess;O

now, i am doing well. the past two weeks was hard on me. i've read somewhere about teenagers like me sometimes in doubt searching for my identity.so i think i was searching for it two weeks ago that my head felt like it would burst.fortunately,i think i've FOUND it! ohsem.no more burden on my shoulder.~relieved~last night, when i opened ZALORA, i found JB's t-shirt.OMG!i've searched for it for two years but never thought that i will find it.a long time ago, there was an online shopping website of JB stuff. i really wanted to grab the hoodie with his face printed on it but it is an international website. i was afraid that the shipping cost expensive so i decline my intention. now that ZALORA-free shipping is here,i'm just going to grab it this time.i'll show it later when i bought it.hehe.too many wishlist that i still didn't accomplish.gosh my fragrance just finished IN TIME.great!forget all of the above.it just a crap.well here's a thing. i wrote about Cyber Love in my LDV essay.it was based on true story which is my story of course.no big deal act but when i reread my old post.there's nothing about my love story in the past.i normally dont like to talk about personal stuff here but this was in the past.so who cares?here's the story:

a long tme ago there's a girl who had a Myspace account for her in order to get many friends.suddenly there's a guy from ******* wanted to knw her.they started as friends to best friends. both of them really had a good tme together.every day they would talk about what's happening around them.one day, this girl told the guy that another guy asked to go out with him.she asked for his opinion as she did not hit on him.the guy then confessed to her his true feelings that he loved her more than a friend.he wanted to be someone special to her.this time around the girl accepted him just to gain some experience having relationship with someone out her league.unable to cope well with him because of his jealousy, the girl asked for a breakup.the guy couldnt accept it but she convinced him that they were not compatible.being heartbroken was the most painful feelings thus the guy asking for her back.of course the girl still in love with him but she didnt want things to repeat twice.she decided to move on.she doesn't like to burden herself so she deleted all her memories with him.their account.EVERYTHING.`the end.
well its kinda boring story but it was a story of my life.i hope that when i am old and i looked back at this post, i will reminisce my high school memories.nothing much just memories that never erased;)

ps://i hate when someone copycat my smell.please not the smell.

i think i want this one

but then this one look awesome but its not appropriate to wear faces printed on the shirt.

setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya;)

its 1 am again.oh well i must be very bz to update my blog late at night.heh.i juz learnt something new.everything is happened for a reason in other words ada hikmah setiap yg berlaku;) so smile and reflect back to myself mybe i did something wrong.or thats not the best choice because no one is perfect.i am fated to be here rather than kms.i am fated to be here without any of my friends.i am fated to be away from my family which is the first tme.i am fated to live with senior who i dont really like.we have no chemistry at all.i am fated to have no one.but it makes me think back i have Allah. He listens when im crying and help me by giving me the strength that i needed.alhamdulillah.i promised to myself to be strong and only thinks about achieving my goal.selfish? yes, i am cause sometimes i need that if i love myself.i may dissapoint with my result cause i put too much hope in it but its not wrong to have a high expectation and to keep dreaming.lately i keep reminding to myself dont sigh for everything happens.theres no point in pointing fingers.just pray to Him cause he knows the best.things are not always what i want.well this is called life, full of obstacles:)its almost 2am.so i gtg.i stillhve class tomorrow